| hey xanguhs .. well just chillen right now at home .. feels so good to wake up late on a weekday .. took a personal day off from work today to get things done but i'm still getting paidd =D .. well just talking to the lover .. gees ii wish ii spent v-day down at south beach .. ii need a vacation .. well lemme go get some important things done today that is the reason why ii took off .. LOL .. layters xanguh <33 |
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| well .. this weekend is a really long one .. no school or work on monday .. thank god ii needed this break .. oh and yasmine your on the right track .. it is the one && only 1st love .. you were right he won't leave no matter what .. so as of right now i'm just on the chillin on the loww mode with him .. heh .. no one really knows but me && him we just try to keep it safe .. because there's too many people out there that wanna see us fall .. what else is better than having your 1st love still be your love and best friend at the same time .. whenever i'm down he's there to keep me up =] .. well lemme go make my little late phone calls before hitting the bed .. layter xanguh's |
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| damnn .. ii forgot ii even had this shyt .. lol that's what happens when you work fulltime && go to school fulltime .. well everythings good on my end .. just making that $$$ and getting my education .. and as for the love life .. well you know he's still here && there ;]. Sometimes I think what would I do without him no matter who i'm dating he's still there to listen && still giving me that great loving as usual. Nowadays I just let everything be .. people say what they want but I don't care b/c as long as he's there for me when I need him the most .. then thats all that matters . I'm just basically living my life to the fullest as of right now. We shall see we're this year shall lead me .. well i'm very tired from last night with the loved one so i'm gonna go hit the bed .. and yasmine you are right .. he's always gonna come back =D |
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| ii just hate it when people talk about the most unnecessary things in life .. and not focus on whats right and wrong .. and realize the truth .. why do some girls try to block out the things that they don`t wanna hear or see .. and realize it's the fuhkin truth .. and then they go and make up lame ass stories about things that never even happened .. maybe if some people were more careful and knew what they were gettin themselves into they wouldn`t have to deal with this bullshit .. shiet i`ve learnedd heh .. thas why ii really don`t care what others think .. because nigga's always gonna be my boo but it's just a matter of time .. that others realize it .. when we both have the biggest problems who do we run to each other even if it's dealing with another nigga .. he's there for me .. and down for whatever ii have to say .. and thas why i'm gonna always have him by my side no matter who - what - where - when - why ?? etc. .. ii guess ii just have too much pride in myself but hey thats wut makes me stronger b/c if ii show him all the love ii have for him like he does to me .. then he'll just take it for granted .. but oh wells .. imma stop being so up tight and lessen my pride and jus chill and relaxxx .. it has to be that i`m doing somethin " OHH SOO RIGHTT " that he keeps coming back for moree ;] .. ahhh i`m loving itt .. fuhkinnnn g-g-g-g-reaattttttt [ my 1st love ] - mwaas <33 |
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| - well this weekend was absolutely great .. friday - woke up to a fone call from tha love one zimmie .. surprising me with a picnic at flushing meadows which was sooo sweet .. then the afternoon came and chilled with the girls till night bugged out .. and by the time they left .. the lover came by .. saturday - on a romantic rainy night woke up late cleaned up the cribb .. and lover came over to spend the night which is a night that " ii will never forget " .. everything just felt o0oh so rightt and extremely GREATTT !! sOrry about that bruise on ur lip babe .. ii was just sOo into the mood but it really does look like u got ef'd up by mee which u did ;) .. this love of ours will never break no matter how hard they try the love will always be there .. so0o FUHK THEM !! because you were they for me when no one was and ii thank you for everything you've done for me .. and always being there for me .. no one will ever take your place .. it's just between ME & YOU babyyyy ;) <33 .. ahhh then sunday comes with an exhausting dayy woke up and left with a good morning kiss etc. .. got dressed to chill with the girlies parked by lovers .. cuz gas is effin expensive nowadays especially for what ii drive mann .. wanna drive big gotta fill up big ;] .. but he filled it up for me so0o didn`t really have to worry after .. heard some stupidness from lover about crazy rumors .. lols once again .. but ended it with some great lovinn .. and now it's mondayyy blahhh - back to a hard days work .. lols well time to catch up on some sleep that ii haven`t got all weekend .. zzZz 's !! |
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